Well we are at a month tomorrow. It still seems unreal however I am a realist and I quickly realize the enormity of the situation. Funny going through it we all of the family had hope that came from John. I miss him so as do my kids we are coping and when I say I'm fine it means I'm coping the best I am able. The kids have been angry especially Mike not having him(john) on the the field and at home has been difficult. Speaking of the field watching his team gather on the mound and scratch John's initials in at every game is tough to watch however the love I feel for all of those children to remember my husband will not soon be forgotten.
CANCER sucks I hear the word and become angry. Anger is where I am now. This will pass.
Just rambeling now Goodnight!
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